Letters to God: Loneliness & Sin

Dear God, It’s incredible how loneliness can lead to so much sin. I find myself drowning in struggles I’ve never faced before, yet they’ve somehow become part of my identity. It’s astonishing how a small habit can spiral into addiction. Sin brings nothing but emptiness and loneliness, and I feel trapped. I’ve always desired to get married and have a husband, but I didn’t trust your timing. I rushed into my own plans, and now I’m stuck with the consequences. After breaking up with my ex—someone I almost had a child with—I quickly moved in with my current partner. At first, things were great. But then he started cheating, finding excuses to leave the house whenever possible. I didn’t learn of it until after we had our child, who is now a toddler. Even after finding out, I stayed. I used to believe I’d walk away if a partner ever cheated on me. Yet here I am. When he promised he wouldn’t do it again, I chose to believe him. But then it happened again—this time with a colleague. The m...