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Pray it off, keep the pace going.

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I've mastered the keeping my pace when I'm running, I did that because my chest was burning everytime I ran and my body would feel heavy on me (maybe it's the food I eat or I don't drink enough water) either way I mastered this because even when I'm feeling tired or even when my body is lying to me I don't want to stop I want to keep going I want to see how far I can go and also be able to pat myself (just like a mini proud moment).  (where am I going with this-pay attention to this) your relationship with God is the same like running, it brings calmness to the body, it relaxes you and makes you feel lighter and at ease. Just like most runners who cheat their diet once in awhile they all say "I'll run it off" and indeed they do exactly that they run it off. Just like you when you stressed and worn out don't run to the bottle, sex, drugs and other things that lead us to sin instead "pray it out" talk to God tell him how you

Don't Stop! keep going, pace up

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The plan was never to be a fitness freak where I'm watching what I eat and all that No! I'm a free spirited person I just go with the flow and I guess I'm going with the flow when it comes to my relationship with God. I some how feel that's what most of us do. We start of all pumped up and energetic I mean the first 3 days are hard but you console yourself by looking at people you admire, then you fail yourself by missing a day or two and getting back is hard. I mean the pace is uncontrollable it feels like you going to fast sometimes it feels like you going to slow. Running is meant to ease you it's meant to make you feel at peace I mean yes the pace may be challenging but your body adapts. I started running 2 weeks ago the first week was ok I mean I was determined, second week I slacked I failed myself and now I can't control my body. As I'm running I need to have a conversation with myself "let's go let's go don't stop keep go

Moving Chairs

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Moving chairs, this has always been my favorite game because it taught me that you never stay in one place for long and also you not sure how many times you have to run around looking for a chair to sit or how long you'll be in the game. The adrenaline rush was always exciting it still is I just need to play it again. I still haven't mastered the art of relationships I think no human being can ever master it especially if our relationship with God is one of those that function on special occasions (when life is challenging or when we are too excited for what God is doing in our lives). I've always felt like how you treat your relationship with God will determine how you'll treat relationships you have with others. When we start facing challenges I've always imagined God being the game master and us being the participants, see in this game it's all about trust, communication and discipline. When the game master says go and you start running around the

Dried up biscuit

Relationships are not easy there is always a short fall either from you or the person you engaging with. I took some time to ask myself why are the relationships I engage in failing so much, am I the problem? Or are the guys I'm dating the problem? Well the answer to this was shocking (still is if you think about it) so just like I said in the beginning we all have short falls my short fall is the lack of communication I have I mean I do communicate when I'm in a relationship it's just that the guys I date are people who communicate in detail (I suck at that) I prefer to just tell you I'm busy and that's it I don't see the need to telling you what I'm busy with and all that after all for me it's too much work (anything that's too much for me annoys me). I then figured because of my short falls how can I fix this where do I start I mean at some point I had work on this short fall (better known as weakness) so I asked the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spiri